Night beofore independance Essay

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night beofore independance



July 13,1999 5:30 a.m.

This is an entry into my journal which I have been going to start at least 17 years ago.
Better late then never am in Hilton Head Island South carolina.It has been 11 months since
we moved down here(Mikael,Kristof,and I) You know the story which I will explain at some
other time.I have my 6th job since I have been here.That is what brings me to this journal
entry.In order to pay my bills I need to either make $20 an hour (x 40) or work two jobs
.I have a p/t job now and since leaving Tee's almost a month ago I have not found a full
time job.I was planning to save this summer toward Kristofs golf tournaments.This will be
literally impossible without at least clearing $400/a week ($ 500).I am getting
desperate to achieve this necessary goal.I have been crying for a week.I am trying to
figure out what the reason has been for my financial woes since arriving here.More
specific at this present moment .I have sent out numerous resumes with no response.I am
waiting for several calls for interviews again.None of it has worked in the past and is
not working now.I am crying out to the Lord asking why,what have I done wrong-what do I
have to do now-why why why what,how and when* I am at the point that if I can not find
that Job I will not be able to pay my bills never mind save.I need to have an answer.I am
thinking that perhaps I am not listening or obeying you.What can I do different?Please
Lord I am begging for the resolution to these questions.you know and I knowthat this is
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